4 Sept

haha im blogging here again. I didnt go school today coz im lazy. haiz i realize things changing lately huh? dont u feel that? wat i do also its not a good thing hmm. didnt talk to him also kena pulak. if i didnt talk to u if there any wrong? Y u always hav to put him in that situation? don care wether u jokin or not but it doesnt work k. instead of jokin jadi la arguing. y everytime i talk to u also hav to argue? kan bagus if u jz keep quite like few weeks b4? aint that good? until today i still don understand wat u are thinking. i got my own thinking too. whether i let go or not its my problem, yet u always say i(me) this i that... will things be as normal as b4 if im gone? lolz u wan it that way? Easy... lolz... hmm im already also planin to leave soon also, but i wont inform you all. since u all didnt care whether im thre or not also, i feel that i go or not make no differents. but for sure after SPM im gone. where? not sure... since most of us also leaving soon. so i also leave la. since i dont belong there anyway... my time effort have been forgotten.

Lately meet some new frens too... happy with that... yet i still wan to get closer to some frens that i love. even tho sometimes he/she dont reply my sms but i always think of them... is that hard jz to reply one single sms? yeah some ppl say they lazy to reply. so no point i msg those who lazy to reply also. i think i need to choose a new way of living. im sick of most of wat im doing. damn. who cares if im lost? some ppl jz dont appreciat wat i do la, or 4give wat i did also. well its ok, don wan to 4give me then nvm la. as if i can die without your 4giveness. dont think u so great. im happy of wat i am now. im independent n i don need to depends on others. yet i dont like to depends on other also.

i hope to be a total change person after SPM+ NS... cant w8 for it to and end then im gonna be so damn free that i can keep my nails long, no need to worry abt my hair n wat i wear too, huahuahua... wah after SPM im gonna do this n that, too long to list... hmm patient is all i need now. 2 more months. yet percubaan is starting soon also... wat to do? study n do my best lo... wan a bright future too... as for love life? hmm step by step lo... think so easy meh? must be SDA some more... God knows la... Like someone also susah, ppl like also susah... rather flirt around 1st ahahaah yeah im that kind of person, rather get close than to be in a relationship... so if u interested in me, pls be a SDA or else i will jadikan u SDA hahaha no la Joking la.... jz be frenz lo. slowly no rush... get to know me 1st...

hmm kinda bored now alone at home, raining... don know wat to do also... study d...haiz
till my nex post...