13th September

Was not really a good day after all.... So sad our beloved Uncle John left us... Went to their house yesterday and today for the final service so means no church for us today... went to bukit gantung... sing few songs... that atmosphere was so saddening, i don wan to cry bahh yet cannot tahan d everyone was like **snift** **snift**, praveena was like shouting "papa, come back, dont go" haiz sad for her leaving to Russia soon... haiz... after that Mrs Chan belanja makan... Vegetarian for lunch... argh, but jz eat la. after that went home...
reach home also so no mood d... wanna blow up...

Mom say don let me go Youth Alive... Im saving money for it d bah... but never mind i still can go after SPM... lolz talking abt SPM. 2 more weeks to go... 8 more papers... haiz... 2molo no paper so can rest la... Monday is Science... haiz... so many things i wanna do but seems like my time also all clashing one... whats the heck is that OMG darn...

Lolz i wanted to sleep juz now, was hopin that it rains but i was like inside a oven, even tho i hav 2 fans blowing towards me but i still feel so hot like what nia... then i woke up see see raining... sengaja wake me up ka? lolz... tot of eating the swiss roll dad bought yesterday, damn was finish by lit bro, no reserved? haiz

hmm one of my wish is to meet Chris right now... but always no time... wanted to chat wit him more but his working...lolz... from his character his ok la but real person i dont know lo... well The Lord has a Will... so i leave it to Him... no point rushing... we jz hav so much in comman... hope to bring him to church one day...

one thing there's a funeral service jz few house beside my house... argh tonight is the last night... die la...

p/s: my blog is jz to type out all my feelings only... so i jz type wat i wanna say...