You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away

A song from HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE... Was quite touching, GOsh Lucas Till? Damn cute wei.. But Its almost fathers day. Not much of a good memories with my dad... hmm wish my dad could be like Miley's Dad... T.T

Boredome

Yoh. everyday at home quite bored also hor? Sleep late, wake up late.... lol... wanna go work but lazy... then i hav to go also la. promise already bah... work till end of the month then go AYC. 1st time i go AYC... Lol then lepak in KL before i go KL... not sure whether im going to Poli or KTAC... But i surrender all to God. He knows the best.. I need the encouragement to work man... lol... No licences yet... yet those who have licence also didnt drive then no point getting those licence also what... ish... geram... friend also got licence d... ish ish ish... Why like that? lol now ppl change d la, last time so good now pilih kasih d... Ish why i care? make me geram only... rather choose not to see them la since im going to study already... cant wait... i'll wait, dont worry.... i can handle it... Im tough remember? i can go through all this because i've been through already.... Thank God for that

Current mood
-Sad?
-Not in a good mood
-Lazy
-wanna do something but dont know what
-slightly pissed off but not angry
- miss some frens

Was crying half way while you call... At that time you were not the one i want to talk to. i was already talking to someone before you call..sorry. Im just expressing my sadness so i just cry it out coz i don't want to keep it inside, it hurts if i dont cry it out. I dont anyone to know that i cried... Yeah i've been emotional lately. I need time to be alone and i do need some insturmental music to calm down my mood. Guess i will take another half to 1 year to heal this bleeding wound again, its just not my year. The guys i fall for will nvr fall for me. But for me to let go of him right now is not easy. I miss his everything, miss his messages, his voice T.T... haiz... Im suppose to hang out with friends so that im happy but due to SPM all cannot go out or no transport. hmm no worries 6 more days of paper. ^^ December is coming soon woo hoo

Let's see
- After SPM - Kulim Church Member go Dr Chew's hs
- Dye my hair - yes will do but what colour?
- Ay Camp - yes im going
- KL - Is mom gonna let me go?
- X'Mas - aint in the mood for that
- National Service - New frens... etc
- Bday - 4get about it

today went to school also waste time only. most of the student went for ceramah, tomorrow is our turn(chinese & indian) bringing my phone to school. new phone not bad, nice to use lo. love it. suppose to get a ride home but wait till pek chek d so don wan d la. seeing those ppl whom i don like also geram d, so end up walk home la. then came Lai Kuen and Thiva. for what? dont care la. dad went meeting. so left me bro n mom at home. simple dinner. facebook saw shaun's profile so added him, yet with Youth Alive picture! make me feel so T.T coz cannot go...