Loving my phone!!! huahuahu... Phew. so bored lately, teacher also didnt teach d. COuntdown to SPM man.
Haiz i email you all but only got 1 reply one. so sad la.

DEC:
- Dye my hair
- Ay Camp?
- Go KL
- Advance Birthday Party
- Andrea leaving
- PLKN ( National Service) Where?
- Christmas Celebration
- New Year 2009 ( should be in NS by that time?)

Haiz

today went to school also waste time only. most of the student went for ceramah, tomorrow is our turn(chinese & indian) bringing my phone to school. new phone not bad, nice to use lo. love it. suppose to get a ride home but wait till pek chek d so don wan d la. seeing those ppl whom i don like also geram d, so end up walk home la. then came Lai Kuen and Thiva. for what? dont care la. dad went meeting. so left me bro n mom at home. simple dinner. facebook saw shaun's profile so added him, yet with Youth Alive picture! make me feel so T.T coz cannot go...

Finally, i officially annoused that i owened that T808 at hands, nice nice phone!!! woo hoo... got new number also. Dad thought of changing also. Hmm. Love my phone... But the touch screen not to good lo(abit cacat) got tv, so means nx time got camp i bring my phone then i can watch tv d. Yeah... blog later, going out for dinner liao...

Morning went to church, not much poeple. After lunch went home. Sleeep, went out check phone price,do some house work then went out to check on the PHONE again, in that shop not much of selection, there's the fake N95(Cousin USing) nice la but so thick/big, if i use ah look so "Cho Lo". So decide to take the phone(pictured)

It's call Anycool. Modal T808,It's touch srceen, dual sim, TV, etc but no 3G(not important), Price is about 450 and those without TV is 350. I will ask my cousin to help me buy coz he knows the boss there and can get cheaper i guess? Hope i can get the phone by 2molo. I don't think there's theme for it so its ok la. Cant w8 to get my hands on that phone...

Guess the PMR students are having much fun in Youth Alive now. Too bad mom didnt let me go. Haiz. Stuck home go church. They all have fun with all the friends in Youth Alive. hahah =.=''' haiz. nothing much happen w8ing for my phone and wanting to buy new pants and shirt for New Year.. phew cant w8

It was just a normal chat and suddenly bump into a....... "BOOK"..........starting as Julia, Abraham and Fanny. Each represent a person which i don know to name them. But only Julia and Abraham knows this, Fanny was not there but somehow invlove. It was rather a triangle love story. Cant said it's fighting. Julia just hope all the best for Fanny and Abraham. 3 of them will be good friends. Abraham and Fanny was closer before Julia came in. But due to some problem, Fanny and Arbraham both argeed to take one step back. Both girl was jealous. Julia dont know who to trust but after talking to Abraham, Julia decided to trust Abraham. But still Abraham and Fanny is closer compared to Julia. Abraham told Julia to take him as a friend. Yet Julia was so sad that she tell herself maybe she shouldnt like Abraham at the first place. Abraham sort of told Julia that she make a few wrong choice and hope that Julia wont repeat it again.. Wao, thats really hurting but thats the trust i think? (*snift*snift*) Think Julia will slowly let go of Abraham somehow and wish all the best for her to good freinds...


Note to Abraham : Julia will slowly let you go and wont want to be in the middle of this and will take you as friends. ( Friends are Friends forever) will see you soon...

Its a true story....

Last night was not feeling well, so today didnt go school even though i feel much better but im still having the dizzyness. lolz. Woke up from phone call (mom) due to that i need to open to gate to let my dog come in ( he ran out this morning ),then online lo, whole day was raining, lazy to do work also... Went out buy some bread and junk food. Dad went to meeting so now mom cooking. cheh today nothing much to update lo.

WHat can i say? 10 out of 40 students? Cool huh? But its nice to study under that kind of sutuation, especially during maths period, asked Liyana to teach me some stupid Q which i don understand...I was feeling slighty abit dizzy during class. What a day. Eat extra today, seems like i got such good apptite,Pi Yu and Yi Han didnt come (leave me alone in school / they lazy to come). Before class, nothing to do so went to talk to form teacher and guess what? I got CEMERLANG for my kelakuan for my SIJIL BERHENTI SEKOLAH (pssst: dont tell anyone). Disayang oleh form Teacher hauhuahua. His a guy... Lolx. During last period (BM) Thiva was making Lai Kuen jealous by saying " I love you" to me outside the class coz teacher not teaching, crazy, but i just smile. His funny anyway, they are not together, I think Thiva is only joking with Lai Kuen but seems like she's taking it seriously but she is not admitting it. Dont bother much about it. Walk home, weather was rather windy. Upon reaching home Lai happen to be driving a motorbike and asked me to follow her but i just shake my hand and she went. At home, no lunch, was feeling dizzy again, after finish checking mail, went to rest. Half way rainy, got up and unplug all the soket. Went back to bed till 6. As usual open the gate for mom. Watch abit of TV, get some file transfer of SCIENCE from Jerome. After that went to bed and told mom not to cook dinner. (COUSIN)Bro in law came to fix the main cable coz yesterday somehow the lighthing strick and the cable was burned. After fixing, dad sent him back ( his car is still in the workshop due to the accident ) sambil tapau dinner. Now waiting for dinner. So get to rest from studying today which means 2molo will have to study 2 subject... 2 more week... T.T ...

Walk back from school alone, the wheather was rather cloudy... Reach home, didnt see any packet of food, which means mom didnt buy lunch for me lo. So i cook "Mi Sedap" sambil makan sambil check mail. Check half way got IM from ronald. Long time didnt talk to him in MSN d. So chit chat abit, talking about how am i, so on... But so far not much of them talk to me also la. Well cannot call or sms ( No Phone) at least a card? Email? hmm, actually one thing about AY is that (my own view, not mend to offend anyone) AY seems to miss communicate with people around them and cost them to feel like how i feel... example: how you guys ever ask Melody Tan why she left AY? I guess i feel the same as her also. Dont just think for yourself. Lol as if im so pro to tell people this? Im only 17. Sorry if i offended anyone. Just telling the truth. Whoever read my blog they will know what im going through now. AS for now, i think i will come after SPM...

I wonder if anyone reads my blog? hmm Its doesnt matter, guess no one understand what im crapping anyways. 2 more weeks till SPM, how nice if i could relax? haha but no way. So good they can go YouTh Alive... When i ask them, they all said dont know, not sure, depends. See now? What the heck is this man. Pissed off!!! Well, i got my own point of view, so what if i can go? It makes no difference at all. Since people are forgetting me already, i also wanna get lost already. I dont feel that i belong to that group anymore. Some more call friends? Naah dont think so. Think i should call them "someone whom i know"...
Life is not easy after all. Everyone knows that. You may face all sort of problems, is just the matter of how you look at it. Yeah i know im different from you'll. I think differently. Hmm for those who know me, they haven't really know the real me(maybe?)
Trust? Hmm who should i trust when I don't know the truth? Yeah the truth hurts. But thanks for telling me that also la (to who ever know she is). Where to place my trust? I don't know la. Just don't wanna talk about them too much. I guess i need to let go after all? Any comment from reader? or any wise though? Share with me. Thx

Who should i trust? you or you? why do i get different story from both of you? is there something that you both are hiding from me? hmm sometimes its better that i dont know too much, makes me sad if i know the truth. Should i let go? Or Keep it 1st? lol 23 days till SPM. Cant w8. Im gonna do this and that wooh oo...
Dont think im joining the AY camp also, but will see how things work. see if got anyone can convince me to go not?...
2molo church, guess im gonna play tha piano again huh? (wonder when only can get a piano)... Another week gone. Well at least i got a study schedule... bored man. Got to stand firm. Even though there are some things that i want but i cant get. But i know God still loves me right?

Aint i suppose to be studying? hahah well just bump into some intersting stuff so just go ahead and try it. End up doing few of the pic shown. Nice ah? Well i know there are 2 picture that are kinda cut. Sorry ya... but its nice anyway i like it alot.

Almost one month i didnt go to penang church already. wonder what is going on right there.?? Well it doesnt bother me also.(felt that they all dont remember me). since PF day till now also nothing much happened. almost one month didnt use phone. feel so different without communication. huahuahua free from spending money on AIR TIME... save for better usage. Since parents's not gonna buy it so soon anyway. SO saving for the sake of my holidays after SPM. woohoo cant wait... talking about church, i still prefer smaller church like Kulim church where everybody can know each other more, and be closer. Somehow i belong to Kulim Church anyway... Even though there's no i-care/AY/Choir/dinner? hmm. Well people might ask, where is all the youth then?? Hmm lets see. Owenson studying in Penang (Biz), Praveena went Russia (Med) My bro in Perlis (E & E)... others? hmm non active... sad. But im happy to serve Kulim Church as a young unpro Pianist ( always play wrong key/note)... No other class except Adult Class. Well small church ma. Church start 10.30am then after finish at 1.30pm terus go home already. Whao. How i spend my sabbath? Boring man... Wish to have a piano at home for practise ( which im planing to get one if i have enough saving ^^) wanna slim down also... hahah
Hey Queenee, nice blog you have ^^ like your blog alot...

trials result like what only... so far fail 2 subjects that is BC and MM... Sad.. hmm this few days also didnt go any where also la. Skol also normal. but out of the sudden that 2 of my class mate give me a new address - "sayang" lolz... anggap me as their gf ah? hahah yeah la sometimes i ingnore also la. i follow the same route with another class mate , they all fight. haha thats fun... the most fun part was after recess during SJ period... kinda get Saiful to talk abt his experience about.....(sensored) huahuahua... his story was interesting with additional action some more, there were Eliana, Liyana(Main), Mardiana, Adibah, Hanisah and Me. Saiful is abit mentally retarded, but he still can talk also do other stuff like normal people, just that he easily get "high" in such as way that he will laugh at his self .... (Wanna know why?)Lolz.. his expose to too much of unsuitable movie which we are still underage for it. But u will know once u get to know him... Liyana was the one talking the most. asking question this and that. Saiful is smart in this but he looks abit dump somehow. "Dont judge a book by its cover"...
Seni period didnt do anything la, help teacher arrange some notes and got 2 coupon of SAHSIA TERPUJI... actually we are having a KEMPEN AMALAN BERBUDI BAHASA. so in order to get a pin of it, we have to get 8 of the SAHSIA TERPUJI to exchange a pin. So far i have 6 already, 2 more that i get to exchange a pin. woohoo... hey PMR coming soon: Iise, Robert, Jeromy, SHaun, Vennessa, Andrea K and Andrea S... All the best yeah.. AS well as for SPM students: Me, Avril, Rebecca, Edwin, Hui Ern, Adrian Ong... May Gob Bless You

morning breakfast then go church, today i prepared bread+egg. somehow uncle Andy wee likes it ^^ hehe. i was ask to play the piano for song service but obviously still only limited one hehe... but i have fun playing yet learning then we hav LORD'S SUPPER... after that went home lo, do nothing la nap for awhile. learn beaxbot for fun, dinner was simple. finishing watching "Secret" hmm nice movie... how i wish i got a BF like "YEA XIANG LUN" and i wan to be "LU XIAO YU"... dad nag, Argh 2molo skol start already. 1 more month till SPM. No more fooling liao...

yoh, im suppose to be thinking as a teenager not a child... i wonder why should i be fussing around with youth alive? yeah i seriously wanted to go but mom dont let me to go coz its so near so SPM.. so unfair... haiz. wat to do? im big enough not to fuss about this... as for me, i still need to think more like an young adult... but im still acting like a child... whats wrong wit me? eish... don wan to talk about it d la.. make me no mood only...

remember in my last post i mention abt my key chain? here are some that maybe i could show u guys. sorry ya picture not clear coz i took from handphone camera. The Love suppose to be the key chain, and the key chain suppose to be the accesories for phone, but i exchange it. nice leh? (cheh prasan betul)

you might wanna ask me where is the other half of the love... hahah its not from a guy ok. its from a gurl. My best friend...

Today both also parents also abit not in the right mood. Y ah? don know la... Asal they dont scold us for nothing can d... hehe today's friday so wish everyone a happy sabbath in advance and get ready for SChool... Grr...

what happend to you la? Y ppl asking nicely you also like be syiok one? hmm oh hi ppl...
lets see.. hmm??? oh ok morning i woke up late lo, then go buy lunch d heheh... after lunch gotong royong clean the house, but i clean the room heheh, saw some "memories" Things from where who when? Its from YOUTH ALIVE.. yoh so sad la i cannot go... After cleaning then i sent some stuff saw him online and was having fun using writting and drawing, too bad la he got to go off for pool party :(... hmm after that i just redo some key chain for my new phone soon. Dei i saw the purse in one stop cute wei... hmm see la when only i go buy hehe... Mom fried some fries and my fav Chashew Nut... Yeah... half way eating while playing some games then now im here blogging. ok la thats all for Now...